Before I said much of anything, we took a moment to arrive. I led listeners through a portion of the Arrival Meditation we listened to. The full version is here if you’d like to listen.

What I’ve been making

I’ve been busy the past little while making, and it truly helped me move through feelings of fear, confusion, and worry. Let me take you on a tour.

• A backdrop that replicates a barn wall for my virtual retreat center

• An embroidered wildflower garden that will become a pocket for an apron my sister made me, which I hang on the barn wall.

• Pressed Flower Coasters - samples for a crafternoon I’m hosting at my home this coming week.

  

• A Story Bowl I just finished, made especially for our Kitchen Table gatherings. Story Bowl time is one of the favorites at The Kitchen Table. It’s how we connect and learn about one another through prompts that invite the most interesting stories. The Story Bowl idea isn’t mine. The practice of pulling a question from a bowl and going around the table belongs to Andrea Scher. I borrowed it and made it part of how we gather here, but the heart of it is hers. I’ll be sharing a creative invitation and tutorial soon so you can make your own bowl(s).

How Making Helps

The theme at last night’s Kitchen Table was Make Something, It Helps. I asked the room some questions, and what came back was so much wiser than anything I could have planned. On my live, I read you the stories just as they were told.

Making helps in more ways than we usually give it credit for. It slows a busy mind and lets the body settle. It carries us through grief and hard seasons, one stitch or one fold at a time. It connects us to the people we make for, sometimes more honestly than words could. It can even show us something about ourselves we couldn't see on our own, whether that's discovering you're creative after years of believing otherwise, or realizing a handmade card is really just proof that you were paying attention to someone. However it shows up, making rarely asks to be finished or perfect. It just asks for our hands, and in return, it helps.

Something to sit with

I want to leave you with a few questions. Not to answer right away, but to sit with in your own journal, whenever you get a quiet minute.

• When has making helped you through a difficult time?

• What do you notice happens inside you when your hands are busy?

• Is there something handmade that you treasure because of who made it?

• Is there something you used to make that you’d love to return to?

You don’t need all four. Pick the one that catches on something.

If you make something this week, however small, I’d love to hear about it.

Thank you for being here, with your hands and your attention.

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Warmly,
Kathy

At first it was ok. Then after many changes, I was starting to feel bad about myself, and that I may have been letting you down.

In need a little bit of self-compassion, I spotted a beautiful little book, Lil Grace, sitting on the corner of my desk, waiting to be read.

On the spur of the moment, I decided to go live and read it, not only to you, but to me as well.

Lil Grace was written by my friend Shannon Speaks and illustrated by Terry Stefanko. It’s a book for helpers and caregivers, for anyone who spends their days showing up for other people and quietly puts their own needs last. I was part of the group that helped shape the book before it was published, so reading it out loud this morning felt like it landed twice as close to home.

What if something kinder could be true? That question followed me through the whole reading.

But the line that stayed with me most was simpler: self-compassion isn’t selfish. It’s essential.

If you’ve had a summer like mine, canceling more than you’d like, feeling the guilt pile up around it, I hope this reading gives you what it gave me. A little grace.

You can watch the replay above. I didn’t read the neuroscience section of the book during the live, that part is there waiting for you when you get your own copy. And if this resonates, Lil Grace is available on Amazon, worth having on your own desk or gifting to someone in your life who never stops giving to others.

Warmly,
Kathy

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“The Hummingbird Nest has never been about being perfect. And that includes me and you.”

“I’ve stopped waiting for it to be polished and to still invite you in.”

“I’d like to invite you to consider this journey as permission to begin before you’re ready.”

We ended with a short garden visualization - picturing a flower that opened in its own time, petal by petal, and letting ourselves do the same.

I promised to share the full flower pounding tutorial, which I did in a newsletter that day. If you missed it, you can view it below.

The Hummingbird Nest

Flower Pounding Art

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Thank you , & Nikki for joining me live. Join me for my next live video in the app.

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One small note: the recording picks up just after our arrival practice, which seems to have wandered off somewhere. Mercury retrograde in action, perhaps. Everything else is there.

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Thank you to everyone who tuned into my live video!

Hope you’re having a great Sunday and looking forward to seeing you tomorrow.

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